i missed a september post in here, i was so busy with nothing that's hard! i don't know how i let the day passed by without accomplishing something positive. it's always taking it easy and having fun without realizing that time is essential. for 3 months to go before the year ends, i am pressured to finish things that i promised myself to accomplish. for 5 months, i was consistent in writing down to-do-list for the week/month and accomplished them. yup, there were pendings which one of them is updating my to-do-list. i need lots of motivation! if i can just find one store that sells motivation, i would hoard all the stocks. anyways, i dunno where to start again. i screwed up!