I will be turning a year wiser and hubby asked me what I want for my birthday and I told him whatever his budget can afford with a big smile. He replied, 'a box of chocolates', then I said, 'it's ok, make sure the box is as huge as our bed'. ' We will be both have diabetes', he said and he went away. Seriously, if our budget is not tight I could ask hubby to have a vacation in Cape Cod Bay and we will stay in one of those Cape Cod rentals where my friend and her family stayed last summer. I heard a lot of good things about it and how awesome the place. Hubby and I deserve to unwind and we would like to bring our son with us so he could start collecting memories of places he has been to. Well, maybe in the future when things turn out well, after I'm done with my school. Dreams are free, so for now, I will just be dreaming of being in Cape Cod and will work hard to make it possible.